Bye Bye Ten

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Today is the day of report card administration. After our parents attended the seminar, they gathered in our classes and got our report card. For myself, I'm satisfy with my result. The overall is great, my scores are getting higher for almost all of the subjects and my rank getting higher too. Thank God for this. I can do nothing without Him.

And so today's also the last day I gathered with my classmates. It doesn't sad like the way I felt for JHS, and precisely I'm glad that I can leave tenth grade, not just because I'm leveled up successfully but also maybe because I'm a little bit rush to enter the eleventh grade with social as the program I choose. I know that I'm ready to enter the new phase, because now, I have a much stronger grip. That's what make big sense.

I think I don't really enjoy this one year with X-2, but at the end, I can feel the warmth and love of this class, though as I said before, it was not really warm. I did learn a lot by being a part of X-2. I learnt to be stronger and braver. Now I'm strong enough to bear the pain that I couldn't bear before, brave enough to face new phase of life with every laugh and tear there.

So now, thank you, X-2, for the one year time. It's priceless.

Cimory Yogurt!

Okay I'm a little bit really in love with yogurt since... I don't know, I just suddenly like it very much haha. Actually, I've been drinking yogurt since I was still learning to read a b c haha, and seriously I just realize that yogurt is really really delicious when I was struggling with all of my problems a couple months ago. Isn't it ridiculous?

So now. Cimory Yogurt is a ready-to-drink-and-bring yogurt which various flavour you can taste. I like the blueberry taste, for blueberry is one of my favorite fruits and flavours. Cimory is an abbreviation for Cisarua Mountain Dairy which is a food company in Cisarua, Bogor, West Java, Indonesia. I always like to watch the front view of the factory through the car's window when I traveled to Puncak.

Cimory Yogurt is so delicious. I always drink it little by little but it always turn out empty quickly. Try Cimory Yogurt and you won't sorry!

Find more about Cimory and more about yogurt through their sites!

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I smile to the past.

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I often struggle with memories--flashbacks in my head, mostly about the nice and memorable things I had done in the past. I found that it was delight when it was not really old or we still connected each other with the people there or still at the same place. But how if we aren't? How if we aren't connected with them? Aren't at the same place again. It was suck at first, got your mind crazy because you couldn't stop thinking about something that had gone, and people who didn't understand will underestimate you and keep say, "You have to let it go! Come on, move on!"

Well what I want to emphasize here is, I'm moving on. I move forward. I prepare for my future. And just because I still memorize my past, doesn't mean I'm stuck in the past or refuse to accept the nowadays or my future.

And yes I can handle it all. I'm happy for real, for the past is enchanting and I love to memorize it without leaving present or future. My past built me up so I can be the person like me now. This is fun and remembering my past is just like looking at an album photo and you will smile and shrill and rambling about how nice it was at that time. Is that mean you refuse your present? Don't want to know about your future because all you want is to live back in your past? Absolutely no.

And so here I am, living my present blithely and preparing for my future passionately, while smiling to my past is like an oasis which get me shrill. :)

June.

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I want to blog something about June, but I don't really know what should to write. Well then, I'm just going to talk rambling about anything.

In this early month, I've been:

• finished my school term tests
• sent our team product to UI for the competition
• drew my brother for his birthday present
• struggled with many, many thoughts and faith
• found out the answers of them
• broken the school rule with other 24 friends
• had so much fun with my classmates
• felt the warmth of X-2 for the first time, though it was not really warm
• succeed in conquering the devil.

Everyday is a miracle fulls of miracles. To feel the miracles self is also a miracle. To feel Father's love is a miracle. Even, to breath and still have an opportunity in this life is a miracle. And to believe, is also, a miracle.

I {and I'm sure we all also} hope June will be a good, wonderful, and worthy month. I know that every month is a worthy month, but in this month, I want to conquer my problems, especially the had-been-a-year-problem and defeat the darkness with increase the light. It sounds simple, and I also don't have any idea why increasing the light sometimes become very hard.

So, in this early month, I wish you every good things to be wished. Father loves us--He's always beside us.

'Just Give Me A Reason' by P!nk feat. Nate Ruess

"Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough.

Just a second, we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again."

The dynamic world.

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I don't really have something to talk about these days. I mean, well I have, but, there's just too much things to be thought while I have to manage all of my activities, feelings, health... and so much more. I don't take them as stumble, and I know, I know, that the time has come. The time will always come and will always challenge me.

I have been whirling on some songs these days, such as 'People Like Us' and 'Just Give Me A Reason'. Some of their lines make everything seems a little bit different. Sometimes I thought that it was so ironic to rely on song or music when I was stuck and I had to tore the crack. But on the other side, I know that's one of Father's way to help me through all of this obstacle.

"Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever"

That's a line from 'People Like Us'. Yes, nothing lasts forever, because this world is dynamic. I've just learnt about it a few days ago, to accept--really really accept--the theory that nothing's be the same forever. When we go back to a place that we've leave for a year and it's not the same like before, we cannot complain, "Oh, the place has been changed. I wished it was still the same", no! There are some mean facts that hurt us, but apparently, it was not really hurt when finally you could let it go.

"Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough.

Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again."

Four lines from 'Just Give Me A Reason'. Okay I can't stop think about how deep they mean to me. And also this one;

"I'm sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming from. I thought that we were fine.

Your head is running wild again. My dear, we still have everythin', and it's all in your mind."

Seems not strange for me haha, maybe I ever heard something like this before, from someone.

"You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh oh. You still lie so close to me, oh oh.

There's nothing more than empty sheets between our love."

And also that one hahaha, it's crazy to remind the things that ever been told to you. And you wish that the person was still there to tell all of it to you, while another suck fact about the dynamic world kicks you and forces you to smile and laugh when all you want is just scream and feel the flame fires you.

But then, I know that I can smile and laugh without force, and, yea, I think that's good for now.

What Makes Me, "Can I eat more?"

I'm not a food lover, though I like food, of course. I mean, I'm not crazy of food. If I want to eat, then I'll eat. If I don't want to eat, then I don't eat. It's that simple. But also of course, there are some of food that we usually call 'favorite'. This is an exception. These foods blown me away so maybe, I do get crazy of them.

Okay this is one of my most-favorite-sweets. Peanut butter fudge brownie trifle {well that's the title} which can get me overwhelmed wohoo! I love to eat fudge like this when the weather was getting hot. It was just like an oasis for real lol

J.CO's donuts. Okay I think there's no need to explain.

Brownies always cheer me up. Well, of course the kind of brownies that not too sweet or too bitter or too tasteless. I used to eat almond brownies. A neighbor of mind is a baker. Her cakes are great and I always want one box of her brownies for any special occasion.

Do you have any favorite food? What is it?

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In The Galaxy

So this time I played with glitter again. Haha, it was crazily tired to make but it was also fun, though. Polishing nails teach me patience and this one was really really tested my patience. I love the result, but next time I have to try it better. These nails really popped my days for they were reaching the galaxy lol

What's your mani this early month?

Heavenly Blush Yogurt!

Have you try Heavenly Blush Yogurt? If you haven't, then you must! This is one of the most delicious yogurt I ever drank and of course, I LOVE IT SO MUCH. As a yogurt, Heavenly Blush contains yogurt ingredients with its own feature. It contains milk {this is one of the reasons why I love it} with low fat and less sugar. It's suitable for you who avoiding fat or sugar {including me, actually}.

So, if you go to the supermarket, don't forget to look for Heavenly Blush Yogurt!

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"You are more beautiful than you think."

Have you watch this video? If you haven't, then you must watch this, especially if you're a girl. I found this video by the advertisement part of YouTube, and well, usually I skip the ad for the common reason that we all want to watch the video not the ad. But this time, I didn't click the skip button, and watch, and at the end of this ad, I found that my eyes got wet, and also, I got my lips smile. 

"You are more beautiful than you think."

we're 'rawr'.

Helloo happy Wednesday everyone!! Okay I know that this is just another ordinary Wednesday, but I just want to persuade all of us to be thankful for this ordinary Wednesday, because in this ordinary Wednesday, Father still give us breath, blessings, grace, the people we love, and so many other things that we often don't realize about how important they are.

And now, in this ordinary-happy Wednesday, I would like to share you my mani, a couple weeks ago. Well, long time not doing it since I was very busy at school {it was great, though!} and my school doesn't allow me to polish our nails so... yeah, here goes.

Love how my nails roared lol

What's your mani?

It's Quotes Time!!

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I really love quotes. They help me a lot. In many things. To smile, to laugh, to feel the happiness, to be calm, or even sometimes, to go through the day...

It's amazing how quotes can change my mood in a very short time and increase my knowledge about life, about everything.

So here, I'd like to share some of my favorite quotes to you. Some of them are be gotten from social media like Twitter, Pinterest, or any else, and some of them are my friends'. Enjoy!

"To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance."

-Oscar Wilde-

"Let your light shine. Be a source of strength and courage. Share your wisdom. Radiate love."

-Wilferd Peterson-

"...we are the masters of our fate, the captains of our soul, because we have the power to control our thoughts."

-Napoleon Hill-

"We are what we think. We arise with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world."

-Siddhartha Gautama-

"God is the reason why even in the sadness, we smile; in confusion, we understand; in betrayal, we trust and even if fear of pain, we love."

Hello, vintage.

I'm obsessed with vintage things. For me, they give me peace feeling, and, oh, I don't know. When I saw a vintage thing or picture or anything, I felt like it siphoned me to its world. It was like flew away from my reality and tried to figure out what happened at the time when the picture was taken or when the thing was exist. I love this.

So, I collect many vintage pictures I love in Pinterest, and yes I'd like to share some of my favorites.

Aren't they stunning? Oh they siphon me off again.

Images source: Elegant Vintage

Be Your Shoeself

This is an amazing video about a shoe which wants to be loved by its owner just like the other shoes. I'm highly recommend you to watch this since this is one of the best videos I ever watched. The maker of this wonderful video is Wendy, who runs Wendy's Lookbook, which is a stunning fashion blog.

Okay, happy watching!

Everything's different, Darling. Well, mostly.

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Hi. Oh, how do I start it?

This is one of the hardest post ever. Will try to write this peaceably.